I'm Fine. No, Really. [feat. Bella Shwing]

from Testimony of a Freak by PsydeShow

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lyrics

(Verse 1)
It goes one little, two little, three little lighter clicks.
I'm in the market for a beat with a tighter kick.
Invalid invalid, searching on the inside,
Clingin' to false hope, tryin to abide.
Minor casualty of the war on kids.
We show em how to live, but tell em like it is.
The lonely road south won't get your feet wet.
Depression's a bitch, but a chance for you to reset.
Tick tock, the hands keep on swingin’ and just
Pick-pocket that gold locket peeking out the
Eye socket of your mind, the cranium.
Might wanna take the advice instead of saying “um”.
For those who don’t know, the namesake is PsydeShow.
P-S-Y, spell it right and call me tomorrow.
Here, a look. There, a look.
Everywhere, a dirty look.
Knife in my back. You take a page from that Suess book?
I brought a big bat, so I’m ready, you see.
Now my troubles are gonna have troubles with me.
(Chorus)
I’m makin’ my own way.
Your prey, my soul to take.
Trouble nears, I break away.
They’re fading, I’m fading.
(Verse 2)
Take a look inside and see what you can see.
No one alive can love a freak like me.
This life ain’t what it’s cracked up to be.
Singing songs to the walls in a unique key.
Sever all ties from the truth and lies,
Make my own mind up, make ‘em swallow their pride.
I’ll limp till I crawl and I’ll crawl till I die
My Inner demons battle with the angel outside.
Never feeling disconnected,
Cuz I got my own brand of disinfectant.
Mary Jane took my ever lonely hand and tongue.
She helped the body and the mind to become one.
I sure as hell ain’t calling it, yet.
So I'm turning life around like a broken neck.
No checkmate, don’t dictate.
Please allow me to discombobulate, y’all.
(Chorus)
I’m makin’ my own way.
Your prey, my soul to take.
Trouble nears, I break away.
They’re fading, I’m fading.
I'm getting out today,
Break free, just walk away
Understand, make no mistake.
I ain't breaking, so I'm fading away.
(Verse 3)
It’s a tug-o-war between mind and matter.
It's a constant, reoccurring thought to shatter.
Through a dark, grim world of which no one knows.
The soul grows on, like a blossoming rose.
And just because you think I can take on anything,
It don't mean that I ain't afraid of everything.
Caught that, blowback, no slack, can't hack,
In a rat trap, but never considered turning back.
For all the hardcore dreamers, loose sleepers,
Introverts, perverts, and the novel readers.
Two shots to the head, and a thought to chase it.
Much too dangerous to be complacent.
This point on, we're makin our own way.
Not tomorrow, not in twenty years, but today.
We stay our hands and welcome the dark days.
From the depths of hell to California, we prey.
(Chorus)
I’m makin’ my own way.
Your prey, my soul to take.
Trouble nears, I break away.
They’re fading, I’m fading.
I'm getting out today,
Not like me to walk away.
Understand, make no mistake.
I ain't breaking away.
I'm making my own way.
These roads of mine are paved.
Run away, I can't be saved.
You're fading, life draining.
We're taking our own way.
This fear won't turn to hate.
Really no need to persuade.
You're fading away.

credits

from Testimony of a Freak, released May 28, 2016
Production: PsydeShow
Bass: Nicolas Dinucci
Lyrics: PsydeShow
Vocals: PsydeShow & Bella Shwing
Mixing & Mastering: Social Anxiety

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